A CURE FOR CANCER

Friday, 20 January 2012

nephews birthday

my step sister sort of  Lisa`s little boy Joshua was 1 this week had a birthday party everyone went from the family except Ben who had made other arrangements mum weren't happy with him but he did get him a present . Joshua is a beautiful kid god knows how
Lisa managed something as cute as him .He does have his mums features  likes lots of attention  can have a strop at the drop of a hat  but he is only 1 .  dad was there he is more or less Joshua`s granddad he calls him granddad or gang-gang  and dont think his biological one has even been in touch since he was born but his grandparents love  him to bits  dad was letting his hair down a bit first time in a while Ive seen him have a drink think he was entitled to every now and again .

josh`s friends were invited lotts of them along with there mum or dads all chavy looking maybe that's just me  and I think most of kids were well behaved sort of  there was a few fights with the kids but hey there young . josh`s gran Jane was running around organizing everything like food drinks Lisa & Carl his mum and dad didn't do much at all just just stood chatting  to people  have known Jane since I was 7 and if am honest she helped me more than others when I came out  that includes mum & dad    easier to talk to sounds bad that but its true also it was her who put me in contact with tony who has been there for me as a mate more than anyone   more so in the past months.

Ben and mark
they are both well  Ben is still with his girlfriend 7 months now and has started to take his football training seriously been in the school team for months  also has been playing for a youth team at weekends also his girlfriend Rebecca or Becky
she`s been scouted by stockport  county girls team she seams to have settled Ben down allot think deep down he`s terrified of her .

mark he`s started hanging round with some older lads also he`s thinking more about
his mum  `she died when he and Ben were two  she was in a car accident ` his mum and dad had separated buy then  but Marks been asking questions like did his mum have any brothers or sisters or grandparents Martin has been honest with him  Ben & Marks mum had Issues with drink and drugs  and  she had fell out with her family
Martin has been as honest as he can helping Mark with anything he wants to know
and mum has encouraged Mark as much as possible  think mum and Martin are a bit worried that it will be to much for him to take in at his age  he`s said to me that he`s only asked questions so he can find out more about them via internet exc I have told him no matter what happens if anything will   we would support him I know his dad  has told him the same  and I know Mark is well aware of it .I know it looks allot to take in for someone but mum says it was bound to happen sometime.

work well it looks like things are going to change a bit  long story short  were teaming up with another company  a training organisation  they do various courses, workshops  about health and safety awareness  first Aid training  stuff you would  be inducted with as a new starter in various local company`s covering various county's Lancashire,derbyshire,   notts. it all looks a bit heavy at the moment  and some collage work is involved but am happy gets me out and about again .
                                                   Lee X

            
   

Sunday, 15 January 2012

stood in a puddle .

the past few weeks have been fine wanted to get the new year off to a positive start so
joined another gym usually used one at local leisure center with public swimming pool or bath`s although got to admit am not the strongest of swimmers think I know enough to stop me from drowning or saving someone`s life .
joined a health club run by YMCA  no pool just usual treadmills . rowing machines .
free weights think you have the general idea also cleaner showers not stood in a puddle of piss .I seemed to have neglected my fitness last year and am not what you would call fat never have am more skin and bone  so I decided to tone up.

I share a house with 3 others Darren & Susanne share a room always arguing about something  and Beverley she`s older 31 cant seem to find the perfect man `if there is such a thing`  Darren says she`d shag any man with a pulse even him he`s not a pretty sight  even scrubbed up don't mean to sound bitchy but he`s not .

Bev  is alright get on with her more then the others down to earth couldn't care less
she works in a bank  Darren & Susanne  are at uni taking law   .

I told them all I was gay when i settled in  after a week don`t seem to bother them much and have had a few good nights out with them including one having to carrying Darren home and dropping him dislocating  his shoulder didn't feel it till morning after .

works alright still barring and still intend to try something new this year  not stuck in an office want to try something more public  .

me and Scot are still still together spend a few days a week together  we did split up for a few weeks but got back together again  he now lives with his dad fell behind with the rent of the he rented  was expecting that he`s not good paying bills .

the post will get more frequent for a bit . 

                                                                  Lee

Tuesday, 3 January 2012

IN MYOWN WORLD

Hello all
            some of you may know me  for my previous blogging  I must admit that I did enjoy it  but for various reasons I stop `ed some of the reasons are a little personal and hopefully are in the past .
2011 was a positive year for me think the main thing that happened is I turned 18 became a man.  "debatable" but its true. Also relationship wise with Scot which is still a learning process maybe I am to young
for serious stuff  but as I mentioned its a learning thing .
Also I went away for the first time that was a  unplanned  thing and it was really nice maybe things work out better like that .

their was a health scare with my dad earlier in the year he`d been told that there was problems with his heart  and that he needed to have a healthier life cut out the booze, fatty foods, and he has managed it sort off .

Ben & mark step brothers are ok they have there problems but there fine .mum&martin are happier  had a bit of a fall out few months back but it looks like things are back on track  .
I now share a house with three people  Tina & Russ who live together  & Kelly still looking for mr wonderful to sweep her off her feet they are all in there 20s  but I get on with them .

have made some resolutions for 2012
work.  I want to try something new I want to be more helpfull
I will get my own place this year houseing association  or council
am going to try and cut out the weed for good .


thats about it for now
                                    Take care
                                                       Lee x