we had usual British weather rain ,cloudy, bit cold .but did it stop people celebrating DID IT BUGGERY!.
Saturday was spent at Ben & marks School the were having a Fun day despite the fact it rained most of the day it Didn't bother anyone they had various stalls now moved indoors mark had made some cakes
he shot himself in the foot a bit hear as he never ever ever cooks at home so am sure mum`s going to be having words . Ben was dressed up as a beefeater or a guard at the tower of London but he looked so cute in it he`s still with his girlfriend but I think they have moved on to the next level of the relationship .
Later on we went to uncles house some cousins were down for the weekend from Yorkshire I had not seen some of them since I was 11-12 years old one of them was cousin David 5 years older than me
David was a bit of a bully when he was younger always had an attitude or chip on his shoulder but regardless of it all I had a little crush on him my first male crush so maybe it was a bit more than a little crush when I was 12 I thought he was the bees knees wanted to be near him at every opportunity
at bedtime he was on my mind a little and it kept me busy !!!!!!!!!!!
anyhow nowadays he`s put on a couple of pounds used to have a cute tight bum today you could park a bike in it . he`s really let himself go its tragic . he has several kids by different woman . also met fay were the same age have birthdays close together and when I was younger we got on really well played together ,told each other everything when I was younger I was really close to telling her about my feelings towards boys but in the end i chicken`ed out of it .there was several other cousins arriving god
knows where they were going to stop .
on Sunday we were having lunch together at a hotel 15 of us around two tables put together a tight ish squeeze several other relatives came I had met some last year at my aunty's funeral dads big sister I was terrified of her as a boy 5-6 used to chase after me and give sloppy kisses ewwwwwwww.
Lisa and Joshua were there Joshua is such a adorable little kid`` nothing like his mum at all `` David `s face lit up when he capped eyes on Lisa god knows why . but it was nice to see everybody even been invited up to theirs am considering visiting some ....
Monday I went to a rugby club BBQ with some cousins as well as Sam&Allan ikkle Simon ``bundle of fun as always ``and eventually Scot I will admit I had had a few beers on Monday with Fay she is training to be a police officer but you would`nt have guessed but we had the chat about I was Gay took it well I didnt tell her about lusting after David it was a long time ago But I more or less mentioned everything else including desperately wanting to tell her when I was younger but didnt have the courage to . it was a really good night stuffed myself stupid with hot dogs , burgers , take a bit of work to get all that fat off me . at the end we lit the beacon and fireworks A good night had by all
