When I was in my teens 13 onwards I had a paper round after and before school I only lived in a village that wasn't that big so It didnt take all that long on my bike still having plenty of time to get home quick shower and change into my uniform same after school with out the shower half the time .
Anyway it put a bit of money in my pocket as well as mum did to when she could so after I had got paid at the weekend usually I would go with my friends to look around shops go bowling or the cinema
Also around this time my hormones were starting to kick in big time and being Gay witch I knew I defiantly was at that age
Anyway I decided to isolate myself go by myself somewhere like Matlock a town near to where I lived
Id walk around the shops and markets with my headphones on in a world of my own . I discovered a second hand market stall that sold books and magazines.
You remember that I had a paper round well I used to also help unpack the magazines to one of the magazines the shop used to sell was top shelf ones like for adults most were for straight guys you know tits out and all that but one was guys naked guys .so back at this market stall am finding myself looking older back issues so am looking who`s watching and I see nobody so I thought to hell with it I picked one with a football magazine on top of it and took to the Woman on the stall she takes them looks at the magazines am going pillow box red and not giving any eye contact at all I just paid her the money
and that was it I shoved it in my backpack and quickly walked off ok I ran a little that went on for months had built up a bit of a collection that I hid in my room like a secret stash of them when I moved
out I took them all with me or so i thought .
Mark found a bag of them under the wardrobe when he moved in to my old room :o he swears he didnt take a peek he just called me & asked what do i do with em ?
Brit Boys # 23 Magazine Back Issue Brit Boys Amateur:
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now I know what you might be thinking I know you might see them as gay w#nk mags I will give you that but it also it had helpful information story`s and it helped me knowing am not alone in this big Gay world of ours also I used to have one in my bag for work that soon stoped when sam found it and sat and read it at lunch I was not a happy bunny .
"helpful information..."
ReplyDeleteIndeed! I'm sure you helped yourself!!! lol!!!
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-Andy
I didn't have anything like that, but I did have Hustler magazine which showed erect guys with women. I remember being in my bedroom with a friend once, and realizing he was as "ready" as I was, and I asked which he was looking at. He bashfully said "the guys". I said "me too". Guess that was sorta the first time coming out. I was maybe 16. I live in dread fear of what they'll find here when I kick the bucket...hahahaha...of course, I don't guess I'll care at that point! Oh, and here's my "found" story...http://jayinva.blogspot.com/2010/10/oh-my-god-she-knows.html
ReplyDeleteBy the way, what did you tell Mark to do with them???
Peace <3
Jay
Andy there was that an all but it also had story`s of experience as well as problem pages they were just as helpful .
ReplyDeletejay.I did remember the post you mentioned would have loved to have had
a mate to discuss my feelings but it was blatantly obvious they were into girls .even had a girlfriend as a cover that didnt last long obviously. as for mark I just told him I would pick them up on the same day .