All Good Fun....

sorry its been a while again been really busy at work been out most days working with a new bunch of people
who do stuff like talks about food hygiene , team building workshops `did that before loved it, reporting of accidents , most of the workshops are new to me so am just on hand to help people and participate in group activities . keeping me busy although sometimes I feel rushed to do stuff .
Collage is progressing nicely got a few friends there hung out after college a few times been for a few pints with some of them  have told them am gay it was going to happen soon rather than later so I just told them all
seamed to take it ok  they guys have stooped mentioning  shagging birds  a few of the girls have asked  me if i liked any of the guys  I dont  . I participated in a charity footbal  5 a side tournament we came 3rd loosing in the semi`s to the eventual winners who are also at the collage  but it was good fun raised quite a bit of money for sportsrelief  I was asked to do a body wax to raise money  I declined the offer had one last year off Sam
it Bloody Hurt  decided its less painful to just shave .    

Mark`s  asked me if I would help with a School project its about being different  in my case  being Gay in 2012 and needed to interview someone for the School magazine and he wanted me to be honest in the interview I was even discussed the incidents when I was beaten up a few times  when everyone at my school had found out I was gay  that was`nt easy  not in front of your younger brother Mark says he s not sure if hes comfortable taking that further to the magazine  but I told him It happens in life .    Ben is also doing the same but It cant be me so I put him in touch with Tony I did suggest he choose Scot but Ben wasn't keen  he says Scot is to Gay to much in your face  guess he`s right  Tony is more butch be says and like me he was honest .  They did ask me if anything had happened  between Tony and me  I told them were just mates?  someone you trust . they did get printed by the school  I went to a different school to Ben and mark by the way  mum refused to let them go to my old school .

was reading about the us lottery 640 million dollers or 400 million over hear  its far to much money for someone  the most money in the lottery in the uk was 160 million one person won that last year  Again its far to much money surely a percentage would be better going to a worth while cause .

I was reading about a guy in Austria who didnt want to work rather stay on state benefit `s so the day before he was due to take a return to work medical he took sever measures  like cutting off one of his feet and put the foot in the oven.     the guys never going to be in a stable condition ever again?  well not with just one foot is he  ...
  

      

The Real Thing - You'll Never Know What You're Missing (TOTP 02-03-1977)

if you can view this my mum is on this video  2.09 in front of the big camera its a music show in the uk Top of the pops in 19 77 she went with her older brother   who sadly past away a few year back . this show was transmitted on Friday and it made my mums day . she did get into trouble because she had skipped school to go
ended up being grounded she was 15 .
been laughing at the people in the crowed,  the cloths ,the dancing mum says it was the in thing then .

wont use the Q word again

it`s been a bit since I last posted sorry for that  I start my collage training course this week Wednesdays takes up most of the day so no work on Wednesdays for a few months now .
My birthday party was alright very much a family thing Ben & mark came its rare you get both of them together mark came with Anna was the girl that was knocked over by a car last year & me and Ben helped her she`s grown up a bit  Mark insists there just mates . Scot came along for an hour was glad to see him  been a while since him and mum have spoken  I knew there was going to be some trouble when Lisa my step sister turned up pissed as a fart  `an old northern saying ` but within about 20 mins after she came my aunt was threatening to rip her fuc#ing head off  I  kind of asked her to leave soon after witch started off another outburst its usually a dig about being a queer sorry horrible word .

am at college on Wednesdays began two weeks ago was a bit worried ad be a little
out of my dept  with new people but I was fine  bit concerned about the amount of work that`s involved was never that good with revision at school  could never manage to concentrate enough sometimes but at the moment things are fine .

nothing like this at all =(.

gym is going well was worried about getting board easy also I was worried about  the amount of nakedness  about  its not so bad used to go to sauna with Scot now that was allot of nakedness and going on =0.  all am saying .

mark has given up tracing his family uncles aunts  from his mums side  but didnt get far says he could try again when hes older