sorry its been a while again been really busy at work been out most days working with a new bunch of people
who do stuff like talks about food hygiene , team building workshops `did that before loved it, reporting of accidents , most of the workshops are new to me so am just on hand to help people and participate in group activities . keeping me busy although sometimes I feel rushed to do stuff .
Collage is progressing nicely got a few friends there hung out after college a few times been for a few pints with some of them have told them am gay it was going to happen soon rather than later so I just told them all
seamed to take it ok they guys have stooped mentioning shagging birds a few of the girls have asked me if i liked any of the guys I dont . I participated in a charity footbal 5 a side tournament we came 3rd loosing in the semi`s to the eventual winners who are also at the collage but it was good fun raised quite a bit of money for sportsrelief I was asked to do a body wax to raise money I declined the offer had one last year off Sam
it Bloody Hurt decided its less painful to just shave .
Mark`s asked me if I would help with a School project its about being different in my case being Gay in 2012 and needed to interview someone for the School magazine and he wanted me to be honest in the interview I was even discussed the incidents when I was beaten up a few times when everyone at my school had found out I was gay that was`nt easy not in front of your younger brother Mark says he s not sure if hes comfortable taking that further to the magazine but I told him It happens in life . Ben is also doing the same but It cant be me so I put him in touch with Tony I did suggest he choose Scot but Ben wasn't keen he says Scot is to Gay to much in your face guess he`s right Tony is more butch be says and like me he was honest . They did ask me if anything had happened between Tony and me I told them were just mates? someone you trust . they did get printed by the school I went to a different school to Ben and mark by the way mum refused to let them go to my old school .
was reading about the us lottery 640 million dollers or 400 million over hear its far to much money for someone the most money in the lottery in the uk was 160 million one person won that last year Again its far to much money surely a percentage would be better going to a worth while cause .
I was reading about a guy in Austria who didnt want to work rather stay on state benefit `s so the day before he was due to take a return to work medical he took sever measures like cutting off one of his feet and put the foot in the oven. the guys never going to be in a stable condition ever again? well not with just one foot is he ...
A CURE FOR CANCER
Saturday, 31 March 2012
Sunday, 4 March 2012
The Real Thing - You'll Never Know What You're Missing (TOTP 02-03-1977)
if you can view this my mum is on this video 2.09 in front of the big camera its a music show in the uk Top of the pops in 19 77 she went with her older brother who sadly past away a few year back . this show was transmitted on Friday and it made my mums day . she did get into trouble because she had skipped school to go
ended up being grounded she was 15 .
been laughing at the people in the crowed, the cloths ,the dancing mum says it was the in thing then .
Friday, 2 March 2012
wont use the Q word again
it`s been a bit since I last posted sorry for that I start my collage training course this week Wednesdays takes up most of the day so no work on Wednesdays for a few months now .
My birthday party was alright very much a family thing Ben & mark came its rare you get both of them together mark came with Anna was the girl that was knocked over by a car last year & me and Ben helped her she`s grown up a bit Mark insists there just mates . Scot came along for an hour was glad to see him been a while since him and mum have spoken I knew there was going to be some trouble when Lisa my step sister turned up pissed as a fart `an old northern saying ` but within about 20 mins after she came my aunt was threatening to rip her fuc#ing head off I kind of asked her to leave soon after witch started off another outburst its usually a dig about being a queer sorry horrible word .
am at college on Wednesdays began two weeks ago was a bit worried ad be a little
out of my dept with new people but I was fine bit concerned about the amount of work that`s involved was never that good with revision at school could never manage to concentrate enough sometimes but at the moment things are fine .
gym is going well was worried about getting board easy also I was worried about the amount of nakedness about its not so bad used to go to sauna with Scot now that was allot of nakedness and going on =0. all am saying .
mark has given up tracing his family uncles aunts from his mums side but didnt get far says he could try again when hes older
My birthday party was alright very much a family thing Ben & mark came its rare you get both of them together mark came with Anna was the girl that was knocked over by a car last year & me and Ben helped her she`s grown up a bit Mark insists there just mates . Scot came along for an hour was glad to see him been a while since him and mum have spoken I knew there was going to be some trouble when Lisa my step sister turned up pissed as a fart `an old northern saying ` but within about 20 mins after she came my aunt was threatening to rip her fuc#ing head off I kind of asked her to leave soon after witch started off another outburst its usually a dig about being a queer sorry horrible word .
am at college on Wednesdays began two weeks ago was a bit worried ad be a little
out of my dept with new people but I was fine bit concerned about the amount of work that`s involved was never that good with revision at school could never manage to concentrate enough sometimes but at the moment things are fine .
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| nothing like this at all =(. |
mark has given up tracing his family uncles aunts from his mums side but didnt get far says he could try again when hes older
Friday, 10 February 2012
am such a lightweight sometimes
Had a few drinks with Bev the other night `bit more than a few tbh` beer and allot of red wine kind of blows my head off bit of a lightweight sometimes bev drinks like fish just glad we also got some take away to.
Anyway no topic was off limits we discussed anything & everything including politic`s this usually boars the tits of me . we continued onto her past boyfriends or meany boyfriends as it turned out as well as how meany men I have been with ``less than 5`` we carried on to the perfect man if there was one we sort of agreed that David Beckham is maybe the closest your going to get both agreed we would shag him to death given the chance .
we discussed odd places you had sex I admitted to back of a car and fun in the garden am sure that didnt sound to bad well not when your pissed & stoned anyway.
I dont consider myself an easy person to shock but some of bevs places are crazy places like on the back seat of a bus, park bench , I couldn't not so public anyway
going to be having a little get together next week as its my birthday and mums booked a room at a local social club this should be fun
Anyway no topic was off limits we discussed anything & everything including politic`s this usually boars the tits of me . we continued onto her past boyfriends or meany boyfriends as it turned out as well as how meany men I have been with ``less than 5`` we carried on to the perfect man if there was one we sort of agreed that David Beckham is maybe the closest your going to get both agreed we would shag him to death given the chance .we discussed odd places you had sex I admitted to back of a car and fun in the garden am sure that didnt sound to bad well not when your pissed & stoned anyway.
I dont consider myself an easy person to shock but some of bevs places are crazy places like on the back seat of a bus, park bench , I couldn't not so public anyway
going to be having a little get together next week as its my birthday and mums booked a room at a local social club this should be fun
Friday, 3 February 2012
Ikkle Teapot
Sam & Alan`s little boy Simon he was 1 few weeks ago and had a little party I think he had a grate time Sam dot`s on him although she worries to much about him .
I can understand why Sam is so protective of Simon he had a few problems when he was born . one of his legs is a bit smaller than the other also Sam`s worried Simon could be showing signs of being Autistic Sam thinks he`s not responding to
things he should respond to at his age but its still early . I've posted Simon`s best game for him to show off he does most of the actions without falling over apart from the tip me up part not got the balance for that yet he also likes everyone to join in yes even me . I've got to enroll at a local collage need to do a health and safety trainers course . also a food hygiene course , and a study day about whistle blowing `apparently its got nothing to do with whistling `. its to do with snitching
on people .
had a night out with my mum at the weekend celebrating her birthday so we went into Manchester she invited some of her friends met some of them before but they dont half get frisky after a few drinks its terrible the language is disgusting most of them have been married years I feel for there husbands .
Have been seeing more of Scot lately he`s at his dads now his dads away allot so its just scot and his dads snotty little wife scot gets on with her I don't .
Friday, 20 January 2012
nephews birthday
my step sister sort of Lisa`s little boy Joshua was 1 this week had a birthday party everyone went from the family except Ben who had made other arrangements mum weren't happy with him but he did get him a present . Joshua is a beautiful kid god knows how
Lisa managed something as cute as him .He does have his mums features likes lots of attention can have a strop at the drop of a hat but he is only 1 . dad was there he is more or less Joshua`s granddad he calls him granddad or gang-gang and dont think his biological one has even been in touch since he was born but his grandparents love him to bits dad was letting his hair down a bit first time in a while Ive seen him have a drink think he was entitled to every now and again .
josh`s friends were invited lotts of them along with there mum or dads all chavy looking maybe that's just me and I think most of kids were well behaved sort of there was a few fights with the kids but hey there young . josh`s gran Jane was running around organizing everything like food drinks Lisa & Carl his mum and dad didn't do much at all just just stood chatting to people have known Jane since I was 7 and if am honest she helped me more than others when I came out that includes mum & dad easier to talk to sounds bad that but its true also it was her who put me in contact with tony who has been there for me as a mate more than anyone more so in the past months.
Ben and mark
they are both well Ben is still with his girlfriend 7 months now and has started to take his football training seriously been in the school team for months also has been playing for a youth team at weekends also his girlfriend Rebecca or Becky
she`s been scouted by stockport county girls team she seams to have settled Ben down allot think deep down he`s terrified of her .
mark he`s started hanging round with some older lads also he`s thinking more about
his mum `she died when he and Ben were two she was in a car accident ` his mum and dad had separated buy then but Marks been asking questions like did his mum have any brothers or sisters or grandparents Martin has been honest with him Ben & Marks mum had Issues with drink and drugs and she had fell out with her family
Martin has been as honest as he can helping Mark with anything he wants to know
and mum has encouraged Mark as much as possible think mum and Martin are a bit worried that it will be to much for him to take in at his age he`s said to me that he`s only asked questions so he can find out more about them via internet exc I have told him no matter what happens if anything will we would support him I know his dad has told him the same and I know Mark is well aware of it .I know it looks allot to take in for someone but mum says it was bound to happen sometime.
work well it looks like things are going to change a bit long story short were teaming up with another company a training organisation they do various courses, workshops about health and safety awareness first Aid training stuff you would be inducted with as a new starter in various local company`s covering various county's Lancashire,derbyshire, notts. it all looks a bit heavy at the moment and some collage work is involved but am happy gets me out and about again .
Lee X
Lisa managed something as cute as him .He does have his mums features likes lots of attention can have a strop at the drop of a hat but he is only 1 . dad was there he is more or less Joshua`s granddad he calls him granddad or gang-gang and dont think his biological one has even been in touch since he was born but his grandparents love him to bits dad was letting his hair down a bit first time in a while Ive seen him have a drink think he was entitled to every now and again .
josh`s friends were invited lotts of them along with there mum or dads all chavy looking maybe that's just me and I think most of kids were well behaved sort of there was a few fights with the kids but hey there young . josh`s gran Jane was running around organizing everything like food drinks Lisa & Carl his mum and dad didn't do much at all just just stood chatting to people have known Jane since I was 7 and if am honest she helped me more than others when I came out that includes mum & dad easier to talk to sounds bad that but its true also it was her who put me in contact with tony who has been there for me as a mate more than anyone more so in the past months.
Ben and mark
they are both well Ben is still with his girlfriend 7 months now and has started to take his football training seriously been in the school team for months also has been playing for a youth team at weekends also his girlfriend Rebecca or Becky
she`s been scouted by stockport county girls team she seams to have settled Ben down allot think deep down he`s terrified of her .
mark he`s started hanging round with some older lads also he`s thinking more about
his mum `she died when he and Ben were two she was in a car accident ` his mum and dad had separated buy then but Marks been asking questions like did his mum have any brothers or sisters or grandparents Martin has been honest with him Ben & Marks mum had Issues with drink and drugs and she had fell out with her family
Martin has been as honest as he can helping Mark with anything he wants to know
and mum has encouraged Mark as much as possible think mum and Martin are a bit worried that it will be to much for him to take in at his age he`s said to me that he`s only asked questions so he can find out more about them via internet exc I have told him no matter what happens if anything will we would support him I know his dad has told him the same and I know Mark is well aware of it .I know it looks allot to take in for someone but mum says it was bound to happen sometime.
work well it looks like things are going to change a bit long story short were teaming up with another company a training organisation they do various courses, workshops about health and safety awareness first Aid training stuff you would be inducted with as a new starter in various local company`s covering various county's Lancashire,derbyshire, notts. it all looks a bit heavy at the moment and some collage work is involved but am happy gets me out and about again .
Lee X
Sunday, 15 January 2012
stood in a puddle .
the past few weeks have been fine wanted to get the new year off to a positive start so
joined another gym usually used one at local leisure center with public swimming pool or bath`s although got to admit am not the strongest of swimmers think I know enough to stop me from drowning or saving someone`s life .
joined a health club run by YMCA no pool just usual treadmills . rowing machines .
free weights think you have the general idea also cleaner showers not stood in a puddle of piss .I seemed to have neglected my fitness last year and am not what you would call fat never have am more skin and bone so I decided to tone up.
I share a house with 3 others Darren & Susanne share a room always arguing about something and Beverley she`s older 31 cant seem to find the perfect man `if there is such a thing` Darren says she`d shag any man with a pulse even him he`s not a pretty sight even scrubbed up don't mean to sound bitchy but he`s not .
Bev is alright get on with her more then the others down to earth couldn't care less
she works in a bank Darren & Susanne are at uni taking law .
I told them all I was gay when i settled in after a week don`t seem to bother them much and have had a few good nights out with them including one having to carrying Darren home and dropping him dislocating his shoulder didn't feel it till morning after .
works alright still barring and still intend to try something new this year not stuck in an office want to try something more public .
me and Scot are still still together spend a few days a week together we did split up for a few weeks but got back together again he now lives with his dad fell behind with the rent of the he rented was expecting that he`s not good paying bills .
the post will get more frequent for a bit .
Lee
joined another gym usually used one at local leisure center with public swimming pool or bath`s although got to admit am not the strongest of swimmers think I know enough to stop me from drowning or saving someone`s life .
joined a health club run by YMCA no pool just usual treadmills . rowing machines .
free weights think you have the general idea also cleaner showers not stood in a puddle of piss .I seemed to have neglected my fitness last year and am not what you would call fat never have am more skin and bone so I decided to tone up.
I share a house with 3 others Darren & Susanne share a room always arguing about something and Beverley she`s older 31 cant seem to find the perfect man `if there is such a thing` Darren says she`d shag any man with a pulse even him he`s not a pretty sight even scrubbed up don't mean to sound bitchy but he`s not .
Bev is alright get on with her more then the others down to earth couldn't care less
she works in a bank Darren & Susanne are at uni taking law .
I told them all I was gay when i settled in after a week don`t seem to bother them much and have had a few good nights out with them including one having to carrying Darren home and dropping him dislocating his shoulder didn't feel it till morning after .
works alright still barring and still intend to try something new this year not stuck in an office want to try something more public .
me and Scot are still still together spend a few days a week together we did split up for a few weeks but got back together again he now lives with his dad fell behind with the rent of the he rented was expecting that he`s not good paying bills .
the post will get more frequent for a bit .
Lee
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