So I think today has gone rather well at mums was a full house mum , martin ,Ben,Mark as well as my self and scot they haven't seen Scot in a while think the last time was my 19th birthday and scot didnt say much and didnt stay long mum thought it was a bit rude of him then .But today scot was all nice polite maybe a bit over the top trying to hard he got on alight with Ben he has been known to tease Ben a bit but today he just chatted away Mark has never minded him always got on with him . have to admit the roast lamb was was the best meal in a long time makes you realise what you've been missing .
Ben keeps on about a tv show The Voice Scot made me watch this last night he likes one of the proformas on the show I know some of the judges like Tom Jones . and William or will-i am whatever Ben likes Jessie J not my kind of music but he will grow out of it am sure .
Scots now gone to his dads has work in the morning as I do too to be honest I cant wait been off two weeks and It kills me to say ive missed it ......
this song I admit is not everyone's cup of tea some people think it a bit weird & depressive have to admit when I first herd it I thought the same but the thing grew on me was in my head for weeks
but his voice is something else .
sorry about the video content guys should have picked a better one better taking it down post a better one
A CURE FOR CANCER
Sunday, 29 April 2012
Time alone .
Had a good week on Tuesday I looked after Simon sam`s little boy for a couple of hours more or less got the hang of staying on his feet without falling over seams to have gone off the teapot song it used to be constant time and time again its just one in a while now likes to play football , hide and seek, managed to jump on my bad toe still a bit bruised but less painful still simon was warn out after all the running about by the time Sam & Alan had returned he was fast asleep on the sofa .
Having the weekend with Scot we haven't had much time together as of late Scot hadn't felt up to it does get moody sometimes just wanting to be by himself sometimes but he wanted to come over this weekend so I gave the place a good spring clean with Rebecca one of my house mates she didn't sound to keen it took bribery in the end ``Alcohol`` also bought some new bedding didnt need it really but they were in a sale.
On friday night we went to the local pub just me and scot got a bit merry then had some fun in the bedroom made sure the stereo was on a little louder .
yesterday we did some more shopping wont break the bank am usually good with my money never been a one for splashing the cash ended up with some jeans and t shirts Scot used to be really bad with his money ignored bills couldn`t manage the rent but he has learned his lesson he now lives with his dad who has more or less picked up the pieces from stuff that went off last year . last night we stayed in in front of the tv everyone was out doing stuff so we had the place to ourselves been a while since we had time alone .
Today were off to my mum`s Sunday lunch thing its the only meal in the week when everyone is together at the same time it`s almost 10 am scot`s still fast asleep not for much longer thoe been awake since 8am always have been an early bird .
one of my Favorited songs at the moment it`s very laid back
Elbow - Mirrorball - YouTube:
'via Blog this'
Having the weekend with Scot we haven't had much time together as of late Scot hadn't felt up to it does get moody sometimes just wanting to be by himself sometimes but he wanted to come over this weekend so I gave the place a good spring clean with Rebecca one of my house mates she didn't sound to keen it took bribery in the end ``Alcohol`` also bought some new bedding didnt need it really but they were in a sale.
On friday night we went to the local pub just me and scot got a bit merry then had some fun in the bedroom made sure the stereo was on a little louder .
yesterday we did some more shopping wont break the bank am usually good with my money never been a one for splashing the cash ended up with some jeans and t shirts Scot used to be really bad with his money ignored bills couldn`t manage the rent but he has learned his lesson he now lives with his dad who has more or less picked up the pieces from stuff that went off last year . last night we stayed in in front of the tv everyone was out doing stuff so we had the place to ourselves been a while since we had time alone .
Today were off to my mum`s Sunday lunch thing its the only meal in the week when everyone is together at the same time it`s almost 10 am scot`s still fast asleep not for much longer thoe been awake since 8am always have been an early bird .
one of my Favorited songs at the moment it`s very laid back
Elbow - Mirrorball - YouTube:
'via Blog this'
Saturday, 21 April 2012
IT was a big book ....
Hiya
hope you are all well I`ve been taking some time off work feel I deserve it so I took a few weeks off
on the first day of the holiday I dropped one of my collage books on my Toe next to little Toe and it bloody hurt
was a big book so I now have a bloody big bruise still I will live .
Had a weekend away in Blackpool went by myself did ask scot if he wanted to tag along with me but he didnt want to so I went by myself and I had a nice weekend met a few new people stayed at a hotel in the gay village I was hoping it wouldn't be to over the top with gayness you know pink glitter tight shorts was glad it was just normal .
i was a bit shy at first being on my tod/by myself but I was made to feel more than welcome the hotel was full
and I must admit I was the youngest by about 30 years the guy at the reception told me that but I was made welcome the food was reasonable well stocked bar that's a must as I met a few people one was Matthew and his friend nick and they were fine I did make it clear I wasn't looking to cop off and thankfully I didn't honest .
I was happy to join them in the heated swimming pool kept my shorts on but I will admit they were naked also naturist have found out quite allot of gay people are naturist have no problems expressing themselves or letting it all hang out if you know what I mean I did feel at home at the hotel and love to go again maybe next time with someone I think .
At collage I have got to know a guy named Steven nothing funny going on but a month or so back his nanny
past away and he was gutted about it he could have opened his heart to anyone of his friends but picked me
god knows why the very thought of loosing any of my family would really upset me I just listened to him let
him get it off his chest and there was allot of stuff including his abusive dad he used to drink allot come home and beat his wife Steven `s mum up and it wasn't long before he stood up to his dad but that just made his dad angrier that was a few years back his dad just went missing one day not been in touch with him or his mum I just feel blessed that I had a happier up bringing
Theirs a story going round in the uk it about a guy in his 20s and a few years ago he`d had a stroke before the stroke he was straight had girlfriends one of the lads after the stroke he`d turned gay which got me thinking
could a stroke turn someone gay ? could a stroke turn me straight ? seriously doubt it but I was curious so I looked into it on the net and I doubting the story even more am thinking he had gay feeling at a younger age like myself but was in denial then again I may be wrong .............
I had a good upbringing like most people had just the odd few that had a shit one .Steven has been left quite a bit of money of his nan but it don`t bring his nan back she was 83 years old by the way not a bad innings
hope you are all well I`ve been taking some time off work feel I deserve it so I took a few weeks off
on the first day of the holiday I dropped one of my collage books on my Toe next to little Toe and it bloody hurt
was a big book so I now have a bloody big bruise still I will live .
Had a weekend away in Blackpool went by myself did ask scot if he wanted to tag along with me but he didnt want to so I went by myself and I had a nice weekend met a few new people stayed at a hotel in the gay village I was hoping it wouldn't be to over the top with gayness you know pink glitter tight shorts was glad it was just normal .
i was a bit shy at first being on my tod/by myself but I was made to feel more than welcome the hotel was full
and I must admit I was the youngest by about 30 years the guy at the reception told me that but I was made welcome the food was reasonable well stocked bar that's a must as I met a few people one was Matthew and his friend nick and they were fine I did make it clear I wasn't looking to cop off and thankfully I didn't honest .
I was happy to join them in the heated swimming pool kept my shorts on but I will admit they were naked also naturist have found out quite allot of gay people are naturist have no problems expressing themselves or letting it all hang out if you know what I mean I did feel at home at the hotel and love to go again maybe next time with someone I think .
At collage I have got to know a guy named Steven nothing funny going on but a month or so back his nanny
past away and he was gutted about it he could have opened his heart to anyone of his friends but picked me
god knows why the very thought of loosing any of my family would really upset me I just listened to him let
him get it off his chest and there was allot of stuff including his abusive dad he used to drink allot come home and beat his wife Steven `s mum up and it wasn't long before he stood up to his dad but that just made his dad angrier that was a few years back his dad just went missing one day not been in touch with him or his mum I just feel blessed that I had a happier up bringing
Theirs a story going round in the uk it about a guy in his 20s and a few years ago he`d had a stroke before the stroke he was straight had girlfriends one of the lads after the stroke he`d turned gay which got me thinking
could a stroke turn someone gay ? could a stroke turn me straight ? seriously doubt it but I was curious so I looked into it on the net and I doubting the story even more am thinking he had gay feeling at a younger age like myself but was in denial then again I may be wrong .............
I had a good upbringing like most people had just the odd few that had a shit one .Steven has been left quite a bit of money of his nan but it don`t bring his nan back she was 83 years old by the way not a bad innings
Sunday, 1 April 2012
new photoes
Feeling generous today
thease were took few months ago dont look that bad .
ok some are more daring than others but what the hell.
time for one more oh go on then .
time for one more oh go on then .
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Saturday, 31 March 2012
All Good Fun....
sorry its been a while again been really busy at work been out most days working with a new bunch of people
who do stuff like talks about food hygiene , team building workshops `did that before loved it, reporting of accidents , most of the workshops are new to me so am just on hand to help people and participate in group activities . keeping me busy although sometimes I feel rushed to do stuff .
Collage is progressing nicely got a few friends there hung out after college a few times been for a few pints with some of them have told them am gay it was going to happen soon rather than later so I just told them all
seamed to take it ok they guys have stooped mentioning shagging birds a few of the girls have asked me if i liked any of the guys I dont . I participated in a charity footbal 5 a side tournament we came 3rd loosing in the semi`s to the eventual winners who are also at the collage but it was good fun raised quite a bit of money for sportsrelief I was asked to do a body wax to raise money I declined the offer had one last year off Sam
it Bloody Hurt decided its less painful to just shave .
Mark`s asked me if I would help with a School project its about being different in my case being Gay in 2012 and needed to interview someone for the School magazine and he wanted me to be honest in the interview I was even discussed the incidents when I was beaten up a few times when everyone at my school had found out I was gay that was`nt easy not in front of your younger brother Mark says he s not sure if hes comfortable taking that further to the magazine but I told him It happens in life . Ben is also doing the same but It cant be me so I put him in touch with Tony I did suggest he choose Scot but Ben wasn't keen he says Scot is to Gay to much in your face guess he`s right Tony is more butch be says and like me he was honest . They did ask me if anything had happened between Tony and me I told them were just mates? someone you trust . they did get printed by the school I went to a different school to Ben and mark by the way mum refused to let them go to my old school .
was reading about the us lottery 640 million dollers or 400 million over hear its far to much money for someone the most money in the lottery in the uk was 160 million one person won that last year Again its far to much money surely a percentage would be better going to a worth while cause .
I was reading about a guy in Austria who didnt want to work rather stay on state benefit `s so the day before he was due to take a return to work medical he took sever measures like cutting off one of his feet and put the foot in the oven. the guys never going to be in a stable condition ever again? well not with just one foot is he ...
who do stuff like talks about food hygiene , team building workshops `did that before loved it, reporting of accidents , most of the workshops are new to me so am just on hand to help people and participate in group activities . keeping me busy although sometimes I feel rushed to do stuff .
Collage is progressing nicely got a few friends there hung out after college a few times been for a few pints with some of them have told them am gay it was going to happen soon rather than later so I just told them all
seamed to take it ok they guys have stooped mentioning shagging birds a few of the girls have asked me if i liked any of the guys I dont . I participated in a charity footbal 5 a side tournament we came 3rd loosing in the semi`s to the eventual winners who are also at the collage but it was good fun raised quite a bit of money for sportsrelief I was asked to do a body wax to raise money I declined the offer had one last year off Sam
it Bloody Hurt decided its less painful to just shave .
Mark`s asked me if I would help with a School project its about being different in my case being Gay in 2012 and needed to interview someone for the School magazine and he wanted me to be honest in the interview I was even discussed the incidents when I was beaten up a few times when everyone at my school had found out I was gay that was`nt easy not in front of your younger brother Mark says he s not sure if hes comfortable taking that further to the magazine but I told him It happens in life . Ben is also doing the same but It cant be me so I put him in touch with Tony I did suggest he choose Scot but Ben wasn't keen he says Scot is to Gay to much in your face guess he`s right Tony is more butch be says and like me he was honest . They did ask me if anything had happened between Tony and me I told them were just mates? someone you trust . they did get printed by the school I went to a different school to Ben and mark by the way mum refused to let them go to my old school .
was reading about the us lottery 640 million dollers or 400 million over hear its far to much money for someone the most money in the lottery in the uk was 160 million one person won that last year Again its far to much money surely a percentage would be better going to a worth while cause .
I was reading about a guy in Austria who didnt want to work rather stay on state benefit `s so the day before he was due to take a return to work medical he took sever measures like cutting off one of his feet and put the foot in the oven. the guys never going to be in a stable condition ever again? well not with just one foot is he ...
Sunday, 4 March 2012
The Real Thing - You'll Never Know What You're Missing (TOTP 02-03-1977)
if you can view this my mum is on this video 2.09 in front of the big camera its a music show in the uk Top of the pops in 19 77 she went with her older brother who sadly past away a few year back . this show was transmitted on Friday and it made my mums day . she did get into trouble because she had skipped school to go
ended up being grounded she was 15 .
been laughing at the people in the crowed, the cloths ,the dancing mum says it was the in thing then .
Friday, 2 March 2012
wont use the Q word again
it`s been a bit since I last posted sorry for that I start my collage training course this week Wednesdays takes up most of the day so no work on Wednesdays for a few months now .
My birthday party was alright very much a family thing Ben & mark came its rare you get both of them together mark came with Anna was the girl that was knocked over by a car last year & me and Ben helped her she`s grown up a bit Mark insists there just mates . Scot came along for an hour was glad to see him been a while since him and mum have spoken I knew there was going to be some trouble when Lisa my step sister turned up pissed as a fart `an old northern saying ` but within about 20 mins after she came my aunt was threatening to rip her fuc#ing head off I kind of asked her to leave soon after witch started off another outburst its usually a dig about being a queer sorry horrible word .
am at college on Wednesdays began two weeks ago was a bit worried ad be a little
out of my dept with new people but I was fine bit concerned about the amount of work that`s involved was never that good with revision at school could never manage to concentrate enough sometimes but at the moment things are fine .
gym is going well was worried about getting board easy also I was worried about the amount of nakedness about its not so bad used to go to sauna with Scot now that was allot of nakedness and going on =0. all am saying .
mark has given up tracing his family uncles aunts from his mums side but didnt get far says he could try again when hes older
My birthday party was alright very much a family thing Ben & mark came its rare you get both of them together mark came with Anna was the girl that was knocked over by a car last year & me and Ben helped her she`s grown up a bit Mark insists there just mates . Scot came along for an hour was glad to see him been a while since him and mum have spoken I knew there was going to be some trouble when Lisa my step sister turned up pissed as a fart `an old northern saying ` but within about 20 mins after she came my aunt was threatening to rip her fuc#ing head off I kind of asked her to leave soon after witch started off another outburst its usually a dig about being a queer sorry horrible word .
am at college on Wednesdays began two weeks ago was a bit worried ad be a little
out of my dept with new people but I was fine bit concerned about the amount of work that`s involved was never that good with revision at school could never manage to concentrate enough sometimes but at the moment things are fine .
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mark has given up tracing his family uncles aunts from his mums side but didnt get far says he could try again when hes older
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